urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crossmyheart8 i hope u like it crossmyheart8 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crossmyheart8:9162 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z the scene aesthetic~the beauty in the breakdown so, my mommy talked to my dad today...she told me that and i was like "o" cuz i dont really kno wut to say to that, ya kno? so there was a court thingee about child support and they decided we deserve more money (woo hoo!) but he wants to contact me now or wutever...<br />so...he told my mom to tell me that he thinks about me and he wants to kno if he can contact me but he doesnt kno how cuz he doesnt wanna screw up my life, and it turns out i have a half bro and half sister. my bro is 14 and my sister is 2 and 1/2. so...hm, i dunno wut 2 do with him...like, i wanna get to kno him i think, but erg...it's wierd...like, ah. he told my mom i could write him a letter or he could write a letter to me. i'd prefer for him to write a letter to me cuz my letter would be like "hello...signed, demika" lol, i wouldnt kno wut to say to him. so, yea, i kinda hope he does write to me, like...i dunno...erg...it's frikin confusing...<br /><br />i feel like i've been doing ALOT of thinking lately...woo...that's good, except for some of the things i think about depress me, but i'll be okay, if it's not the end of the world or anybody cool's life then it's no big deal...it's just hard to keep that in mind, i tend to blow things out of proportion i think